03.31.25
feeling: tired
listening to: nobody idk

i keep feeling like im not good enough for anything. like i shouldnt be around people cus theyre so much better than me. i know its irrational but it still stinks when you feel like youre inferior to everyone. spring break was nice but now everything is real again and i have to do work, which is hard. at least im finally getting back in shape, thats something to look forward to lol

big into yellowjackets lately its such a good show i love my little cannibal lesbians !!!


03.13.25
feeling: awesome sauce
listening to: glorilla

im tired of people giving me sass like i didnt invent sass. like you cant outdo the do-er. and then suddenly im a bad person and im mean... make it make sense. anyways life is great, im still young n turnt. one week till spring break im so excited i need to get out of this school before somebody gets their feelings hurt... and its not gonna be me


03.12.25
feeling: pretty good
listening to: brent faiyaz

lowkey getting back into drawing just for fun and why does my art eat... i dont mean to be self centered but ive always felt like other peoples art is better than mine so its nice to not feel that way

probably gonna try to post more art on twitter, and maybe even share some here. i dunno i kinda hate and love twitter at the same time. its like the only place i can post my personal for fun art without feeling nervous yet the actual algorithm and site sucks so bad. also that site pisses me off everyone has a collective iq of 2. i say all that just to immediately go refresh my twitter feed to see whats going on

BUTTTT in more good news its warm out and i can finally dress slutty!! free the titty protect the city


03.11.25
feeling: meh
listening to: chappell roan

i'm so tired of working i need spring break to come or else i will explode. me and my mom plan on dropping everything and just taking a train to new york this break and im so excited. i need to get away from all the annoying bitches around here... smh...im the worlds biggest whiner.

my life is actually pretty good rn i dont know why im complaining lmfao. i got all A's, and a pretty good job. autistic burnout just really isnt kind to a hoe

this blog might have triggering content, generally mentions of self harm or trauma maybe... but like idk im normal fr

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